|Dress: Minimum, Vintage Belt: No Name, Pumps: Navyboot, Clutch: Chloé, Nails: Essie Big Spender|
On Saturday was my first going out after the delivery.
It happened because my sister was here on the weekend and she wanted to meet her friends in Zurich. Since she doesn't know Zurich so well, so I accompanied her.
I was happy to notice that I could still wear my party clothes.
This is an old smocking dress which still look great and perfect to new mother like me; no need to iron.
I love to combine it with my vintage statement belt. This belt is one of my favorites from my belt collection, it has special shape and style. Pumps from Navyboot and Chloé clutch took role in supporting my look.
I felt bad to leave J alone with Rania, however I realize that as a mother I need to do this sometimes.
Enjoy my times without baby and just do what I used to do before my pregnancy.
It felt good to relax a little bit, but somehow I kept thinking of my daughter at home, whether she is fine with her father. Although I know J takes care of her very well, the position as mother makes these thoughts exist.
At the beginning I thought that I would enjoy my going out even more. I was wrong :)
Of course it was so nice to finally go out in the evening, drink cocktails, chat with sister and her friends. It's just that I wish J were also there with me. Moreover, it was not so easy to seperate thoughts and ideas inside of my head and categorize them properly. There will always be an idea which will be multiply into thousands ideas, trying to make me nervous and sweating my palms.
Yeah, I need to learn to let myself go, enjoy my exclusive free time more, last but not least also try to learn to seperate thoughts and ideas. They have the ability to drive mothers crazy.
Luckily, it was a short meeting. We were already home before midnight.
I went to see Rania as soon as I arrived home. She slept peacefully and seemed relax.
She had no idea that her mother's heartbeat and mind worked too hard before.
It was a good feeling to see her again, I felt so relieved.
J felt asleep on sofa, he woke up after I gave him kisses.
I couldn't describe the feeling to see them fine after my first-going-out.
They were too big for my nervous body and soul.
How about your weekend? Any exciting things?